“No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should’ve been paying attention.
Well, get used to that feeling. That’s how your whole life will feel some day.
This is all practice.”
- Chuck Palahniuk (Invisible Monsters)
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Life
Friday, April 15, 2011
Two Tramps in Mud Time
You know how it is with an April day
When the sun is out and the wind is still,
You're one month on in the middle of May.
But if you so much as dare to speak,
A cloud comes over the sunlit arch,
A wind comes off a frozen peak,
And you are two months back in the middle of March.
Things Shouldn't Be So Hard
Things Shouldn't Be So hard
A life should leave
deep tracks:
ruts where she
went out and back
to get the mail
or move the hose
around the yard;
where she used to
stand before the sink,
a worn out place;
beneath her hand,
the china knobs
rubbed down to
white pastilles;
the switch she
used to feel for
in the dark
almost erased.
Her things should
keep her marks.
The passage
of a life should show;
it should abrade.
And when life stops,
a certain space
—however small—
should be left scarred
by the grand and
damaging parade.
Things shouldn't
be so hard.
by Kay Ryan, 2001
Stumbled via The Daily Dish
Friday, March 25, 2011
The Summer Day
The Summer Day
Mary Oliver
Who made the world?
Who made the swan, and the black bear?
Who made the grasshopper?
This grasshopper, I mean-
the one who has flung herself out of the grass,
the one who is eating sugar out of my hand,
who is moving her jaws back and forth instead of up and down-
who is gazing around with her enormous and complicated eyes.
Now she lifts her pale forearms and thoroughly washes her face.
Now she snaps her wings open, and floats away.
I don't know exactly what a prayer is.
I do know how to pay attention, how to fall down
into the grass, how to kneel down in the grass,
how to be idle and blessed, how to stroll through the fields,
which is what I have been doing all day.
Tell me, what else should I have done?
Doesn't everything die at last, and too soon?
Tell me, what is it you plan to do
with your one wild and precious life?
The poem says it all. Poignant.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Half way in March!
Phenomenal!
To all the women out there - you are phenomenal every single day not just on Women's Day!
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Friday, January 7, 2011
New Year Resolutions
- Yellowstone
- Crater Lake
- Europe
- Revisit Yosemite, Lake Tahoe, Point Reyes
- Siddhartha - An Indian Tale by Hermann Hesse
- The Invisible Man - A Grotesque Romance by H. G. Wells
- Aesop for Children
- Some part of The Complete Works of William Shakespeare
- The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas
- Poems by Emily Dickinson
- War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy
- Vanity Fair by William Makepeace Thackeray
- The Works of Edgar Allen Poe
- The Hound of the Baskervilles by A Conan Doyle
- Great Expectations by Charles Dickens
- Keats: Poems Published in 1820
- Les Miserables by Victor Hugo
- How to Speak and Write Correctly
- Fifteen Thousand Useful Phrases